Thought it will be over by now, but it won't stop.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Happy new year!

Hey people, its already the last day of 2008.

I wouldn't say its my worst year but I would say it is certainly a year of good learning thus far.

I see people bring people high up, then leaving them sinking down.
I see myself in it, I see myself in all kinds of situations.

Nevertheless, I can see myself as happy as can be now because I know what I want. No matter how hard it can be.
This is how life should be like isn't it?

I have no new year resolutions this year because I always break promises to myself.

Let's go with the flow people and have a happy new year ahead!

With love, Chris.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Sometimes

This may sound depressing but it feels empty somewhere somehow.

Today is Christmas day and I am here typing these down. The other side seem to have another companion. The feeling suck, totally. The feeling of having to bless them both while I am here all alone on a Christmas day, suck. The feeling of having to watch Twilight's love story, suck. The feeling of able to relate every single shit in Twilight, suck. The feeling of needing someone, suck. The feeling of........................................................... Ok, fuck man.

What's best for me now?

Merry merry Christmas people.

Merry Christmas to all.

Our plans altered a little but we didn't cancel it. I almost puke but I didn't. We even went over to Downtown to catch Twilight. Now, Edward is not handsome, I just couldn't take my eyes off him because he looks weird to me. As a scroll down my msn list, people's nicks go like "Edward Cullen is so handsome/cool." Or, he is so handsome I want to kiss him. E.a.t my S.h.i.t girls.

I lied, but I got something more heart breaking than what I've lied.

Shila and I webcamed with Hakim and Rasyid yesterday night. Rasyid says it feels like porn watching us over the webcam.

I have this picture of us playing with our eyes, I couldn't stop laughing. Shila says: "Chris, you look like a Chinese ghost, while I am the Indian ghost."

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

WAIT FOR ME

Your new year resolution?

Merry Christmas to all.

I just came back after a torture of carrying 10000 tons of groceries. My sister is being a bitch because she's too lazy to even help out. Balloons, ingredients for thai food, ice, goodiessssssss. My mom is going to cook thai food for us later, yums.

Shila and me are going over to Ikea to get carpet for my room, at least we can gather while we play our games and die there.

Till then. Ciao.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

I am going to get a carpet from Ikea tomorrow, hopefully everything goes smoothly.

Came home at 2am in the morning after the Christmas party with Lanest. I didn't feel a bit tired at all, went online till 5. Someone wanted to have macs breakfast and so I walked over to White Sands since there's no bus yet.

Gooooooood breakfast, you know what you promised! :D

Merry early Christmas everyone!

Thanks Sheena for the gift.

We had balloons surrounding us and my brain is left with less than 10% of oxygen after blowing ballons. I couldn't get over the fact that the christmas tree that is hanging near the lightning looks like a pineapple to me. I don't have a picture of it.

Pizzaaasss, drumletssss, garlic breaddd, fatssss, die again. I think this is the thousandth time I died?

Simin wanted to take a picture but she took a video instead without knowing. I kept repeating the video and looking our stagnant faces make me laugh.

I have to end here abruptly, will continue tomorrow.

Ciao.

Conflict is not your nature. Peace is your true home. Make connections.

I lost my house phone in my storeroom while searching for my old pair of rollerblade and I couldn't find those pair which belongs to me which adds up to another misery. So I messed up my whole storeroom or is it already messed up in the first place?

I found a pair of blades which belongs to my brother but it doesn't feel as comfortable as mine. I just realised my mom threw mine away early this year. After so long, I am blading again and I almost died halfway.

I saw people fishing on a bridge over at a canal?! Now, tell me what these people can do with these fishes? How could anyone find happiness in catching fishes that are inedible and have nothing but bones? And so, I stood there for about 30 minutes, watching people catch nothing. And look, there are so many rocks over at the canal, your rod could just hook on them easily. I watched this man, trying so hard to release his hook from the rock. I almost burst out laughing.

Okay, ciao/

Monday, December 22, 2008

We never meant what we say, but we meant what we never say.
We call them "intentions".
You were right.

So I am calling off those intentions.

Alright, right now, I will be going off to blade. Ciao.

I am one single voice, what can I do to erase?

Sunday, December 21, 2008

I have 2 hands to hold this globe.

I was eating noodles and I think I got some stuck in my nose. As much as I want to get it out from my nose, it insists to stay there. So, I am typing this post down with bits of noodles in my nose. Shh, I know its disgusting but I don't really care.

I can't wait for that fat girl to come back on Monday. Hey, your holidays are ending! Now come back. Remember, buy as much Vodka as you can.

Just got home after catching a movie. I wanted to die laughing in the theatres because I think it is really funny and I mean it seriously. Wait, what did I watch again? Yes man? Yes, Yes man. Walked down the streets for beancurd, those syruppppppppp.......................... Shit. Fats.

Alright, I just got a dump. Feels really good.

I am pretty much sure that this doesn't feel comfortable enough and I wouldn't want it. I guess I should pace myself now. In case I fall any deeper.

Bitch, I am going to sleep for 5 hours, wake up and eat shit at work again. This time, till 10pm.... I want to get away from it but I couldn't find anyone to replace me.

I am peeling off skin from my fingers and I barely have any finger nails now.

I got no ideas how to end this, okay ciao.

HOLD ON, PRATA PRATA PRATA PRATA plus TEA. There you go, wx.

Okay, now ciao ciao.

Friday, December 19, 2008

Another 30

Hopefully Shila comes back with that tax free vodka so that we can use the rest of the money for something else. Christmas christmas.

I sprained my neck while waiting for Nad, I don't know how I did that because from what I remember, I was reading my magazine and I wanted to look where Nad is, I couldn't shift my neck back into place.

We were walking along cine at about 7? Whenever I am there, I cannot stop imagining how bird shit would fall into my mouth, especially if I am innocently yawning.

Work tomorrow.....................................................................Ciao.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

"There's no way now, you got a different status from before."

Christmas's round the corner, which means I'll be staying up late nights with my favourite people. Awesome much. I just couldn't stop describing how excited I am.

And so.... I've been working for almost everyday this week. Thank god that tomorrow is my off day. I probably sleep till late afternoon, wash up, transform myself into a runner, grab my towel and go for a jog. I am a runner not because I run fast, not because I run far. Am I right Hafiz?

To think again, new year is arriving in less than a month's time?

Mom said we'll be going back to Thailand for a month, I can't wait to get out of here...........

Let me see..

I need to get more frames soon to fill up the space.

I need to clear all my books on my study table before my mom starts to scream.

I need to learn how to not put my laptop on the floor because I always end up stepping on it every time I wake up.

I am..

glad that I pulled myself out.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Farz and I were taking a break behind the loft during work and we saw this dinosaur near those flower pots.
Have you ever seen a lizard that poses for the camera? Because this one poses for Farz and I.
She wanted to store it in a container and bring it home.

What ever this photo is, I know I am pretending to touch that horse/pony/donkey or whatever you call it. I look like a cheenapok going crazy over horses. In fact, I am a cheenapok with white dead-looking skin and cool.

I am on a foreign land.
When dusk sets in, that foreign land start to shift into place and become somewhere familiar to me.
It is becoming a daily routine already.

We are not acting, so quit your game.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Finding out, seeing more.

I caught Wildchild in the theatres. I didn't know that Emma Roberts have 2 big moles on her face? Oh, or is it the screen that is dirty? I watched half of the movie because the screen is half of cathay's or GV.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Answer to your post

We never believe to be one we never thought we would be.

We do not listen to the speak of devils to bring us down.

Because nothing's broken.

so where do we go now?

Did I ever tell you guys I looooooooooooooove snakes?

------------------------------------------------------

We are not fighting for anything now. I drew that line myself, I should know.

I pulled my heart out for a million times, for a million reasons.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

OKAYYYYYYYYYY, I heard my classmates said it was raining.

The clouds heard mee.

Blindness in black

YESSSSSSSSSSS, my vest and jacket is on the way. My friends are going to scream at meeeeeeee because of the balance in my bank. I need a pair of handcuffs. 've been checking the email for updates. Check emails, checking the emails, checking emails. Sounds so Plainsunset.

I have to go over to my grrrrrr workplace and then sit in that cold room, look at the rest of their faces. Christina needs to laugh. I cannot keep quiet for a second and I am sure I would die in Nad's class.

Shila and I. Our holidays start from tomorrow onwards. We will be catching a movie over at town while losers stay in school and face laptops. Or are we the losers instead? Okay, hush.

Rain rain rain rainnnnnnnnnnn now bitch. I want to tuck into my blanket and kiss my pillow. RAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH. Stop.

Photos of you, photos of me

I couldn't get over the same plight we are facing. Shila started laughing because she realised whenever she scolds me, she is applying to herself as well.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Aerosmith said: "Dream on"

I woke up at 3 and for another 1 hour and 30 minutes class is going to end. And so, I went to Ikea to get some tealight candles and frames. Now, my room smells of cranberries, hmm.

I got all my favourite pictures framed up and my wall looks ten thousand times nicer now. I am so happy and didn't know how to show my happiness so I bit my sister's arm. She screamed and it makes me happier. Not. I was just kidding. I created a huge mess in my room with paint all over the floor and it was my mom's turn to scream. We take turns to scream, sounds like one big family. no?

I will be working on most days of my 3 weeks holidays while Shila, enjoying her holidays over at Bangkok. I can't wait for our trip to Bintan next year! I missed snorkling the other time when I went there with my school mates so I am going to do it with Shila next year. I could imagine us under waters, seeing clown fish around us.

Turning in now. Ciao.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Happy Birthday dad

It was dad's birthday on the 6th of December.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

I don't know why I would use this picture because this post is a pretty angry one.

So I am back after disappearing for a couple of days.

Work is being a bitch. Totally. This stupid guest got angry with me because she had to walk just a few steps and her husband got angry with me like I just fuck his wife with someone else's dick, he knocked my knee with his pram intentionally. He can eat my shit. Eat my S-H-I-T. I hope his dick rot and drop somewhere in the zoo. I could just pick it up and feed it to my favourite animal which is the snake, but of course.

I can bearly stand people who thinks that they are, I-DIG-23-DOLLARS-FROM-MY-ASS to pay for this admission and sit the CHOO CHOO TRAIN means people like me have to place a red carpet for them to walk. Like Shila's blog, YOU CAN KISS MY ASS or my dog's, you choose. You can carry your pram on the tram yourself and I am not lending my helping hand.

People who have ears at their backside, ask you to move aside don't want to move. DIE BETTER. V. Good.

Senior? For God's sake. Look at your dick, can hardly erect already. Stop flirting around, and not understanding others. You barely do any shit work and stand there like some statue. HELLO? This is no longer a stone age or whatsoever you call it. And scold others for not ushering people to the side? She had to take care of the cashbox, sell tickets, check tickets Reasonable, no? Oh my god, sorry to the most capable man in the whole wide world. Maybe she is slow, dumb and everything wrong. YOU ARE SO EFFICIENT. WHY DON'T YOU TAKE OVER HER??!!!! Let's see how the system goes. You probably see the whole zoo close down. hee.

I lost my respect to those who side people who have a higher rank than us, lowly people. MAY YOU ROT IN HELL.

Farz said, "THANK YOU PARTY MY ASS." Yes. I wanted to laugh my lungs out and die on the spot. You don't have to thank us. Because I am not helping you, I was just earning money. I slack, I laugh, I play.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Kose black mask
The Body Shop gift
Card
Candy canes
Pens

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

The skies were once paved with gold, now they rain on us all

I guess I've been missing out a lot lately.

I caught up with Nicky today and he said to be someone better, there are so many sacrifices to be made, painful sacrifices.
"The fact that it is already 15 months and fighting over such small matter, disappoints me."

Christmas's round the corner.
What beats having all my favourite people around me.
My basketball team is planning to celebrate Christmas over at Cheryl's place on 22nd Dec.
Early Christmas because most of us can't make it on the day itself.
We will be making dinner for ourselves and the usual present exchange.
Most likely a stayover, I bet Georgina and guys would be drunk by then. Haa.
On Christmas Eve, Shila and guys would be booking a hotel room since chalets are all fully-booked.
Count down, and party.

I could picture it already. Can't wait!

Self reminder: Bring my stupid digi cam and video the whole night, and replay on the next day!

I hate that post of yours, because I am in the picture. Please pull me out of this because I don't know anything neither do I want to know.

Its not my fault if he wants to say things like that because I did not bribe him to do so?
You said that you are not blaming me but neither are you protecting me from all those comments you received after your post.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

I've stop crying, have you stop laughing?

If not for mom, I would still be longing for your presence. That situation made me realise how much you are redundant in my life and that leaving you is all worth it.

My brother told me, "Sis, Singapore needs to save water so stop wasting water. Cry so much for what." Now, I am recycling water like NEwater.

I want to love myself with all my hard earned money.

Monday, December 1, 2008

Shila said drawing on the skin is becoming a trend now, because she sees many people doing that. I got this art piece over here on my hand drawn by Hafiz. I tried spamming his msn and when he's blogging. I like Cognitive lessons because I get to sit beside him and pinch his nipples. You don't know how accurate I could aim yours.

I deleted all my posts, all my "sad" posts. I am tired of getting tired.

Getting my pay real soon and I can't wait to celebrate christmas with all my friends. Basketball team mates and school mates.

I want to hit The Body Shop, get a corkboard from Ikea, print many photos, and love myself with good food.
Talking about food, I am getting fatter each day because everyday, I have a reason for eating Macs. I am dying, save me Cath.


Christina Go ahead, fall down. The world looks different from the ground. -Oprah Winfrey- Ama Adilla Angie Amirah Baky Catherine Dian Denan Esther Farhan Farzana Fiona Hafiz Kim-Chi Lilian Nadhea Oliver Peishan Ryan Sam Sharon Shihui Shakila Simin Umairah Xinkai Zie September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 Bituwin - template Dementee - image	Wednesday, December 31, 2008 Happy new year! Hey people, its already the last day of 2008. I wouldn't say its my worst year but I would say it is certainly a year of good learning thus far. I see people bring people high up, then leaving them sinking down. I see myself in it, I see myself in all kinds of situations. Nevertheless, I can see myself as happy as can be now because I know what I want. No matter how hard it can be. This is how life should be like isn't it? I have no new year resolutions this year because I always break promises to myself. Let's go with the flow people and have a happy new year ahead! With love, Chris. 12:46 PM • Thursday, December 25, 2008 Sometimes This may sound depressing but it feels empty somewhere somehow. Today is Christmas day and I am here typing these down. The other side seem to have another companion. The feeling suck, totally. The feeling of having to bless them both while I am here all alone on a Christmas day, suck. The feeling of having to watch Twilight's love story, suck. The feeling of able to relate every single shit in Twilight, suck. The feeling of needing someone, suck. The feeling of........................................................... Ok, fuck man. What's best for me now? Merry merry Christmas people. 4:08 PM • Merry Christmas to all. Our plans altered a little but we didn't cancel it. I almost puke but I didn't. We even went over to Downtown to catch Twilight. Now, Edward is not handsome, I just couldn't take my eyes off him because he looks weird to me. As a scroll down my msn list, people's nicks go like "Edward Cullen is so handsome/cool." Or, he is so handsome I want to kiss him. E.a.t my S.h.i.t girls. I lied, but I got something more heart breaking than what I've lied. Shila and I webcamed with Hakim and Rasyid yesterday night. Rasyid says it feels like porn watching us over the webcam. I have this picture of us playing with our eyes, I couldn't stop laughing. Shila says: "Chris, you look like a Chinese ghost, while I am the Indian ghost." 12:53 AM • Wednesday, December 24, 2008 WAIT FOR ME 8:30 PM • Your new year resolution? Merry Christmas to all. I just came back after a torture of carrying 10000 tons of groceries. My sister is being a bitch because she's too lazy to even help out. Balloons, ingredients for thai food, ice, goodiessssssss. My mom is going to cook thai food for us later, yums. Shila and me are going over to Ikea to get carpet for my room, at least we can gather while we play our games and die there. Till then. Ciao. 3:17 PM • Tuesday, December 23, 2008 I am going to get a carpet from Ikea tomorrow, hopefully everything goes smoothly. Came home at 2am in the morning after the Christmas party with Lanest. I didn't feel a bit tired at all, went online till 5. Someone wanted to have macs breakfast and so I walked over to White Sands since there's no bus yet. Gooooooood breakfast, you know what you promised! :D 10:39 PM • Merry early Christmas everyone! Thanks Sheena for the gift. We had balloons surrounding us and my brain is left with less than 10% of oxygen after blowing ballons. I couldn't get over the fact that the christmas tree that is hanging near the lightning looks like a pineapple to me. I don't have a picture of it. Pizzaaasss, drumletssss, garlic breaddd, fatssss, die again. I think this is the thousandth time I died? Simin wanted to take a picture but she took a video instead without knowing. I kept repeating the video and looking our stagnant faces make me laugh. I have to end here abruptly, will continue tomorrow. Ciao. 3:39 AM • Conflict is not your nature. Peace is your true home. Make connections. I lost my house phone in my storeroom while searching for my old pair of rollerblade and I couldn't find those pair which belongs to me which adds up to another misery. So I messed up my whole storeroom or is it already messed up in the first place? I found a pair of blades which belongs to my brother but it doesn't feel as comfortable as mine. I just realised my mom threw mine away early this year. After so long, I am blading again and I almost died halfway. I saw people fishing on a bridge over at a canal?! Now, tell me what these people can do with these fishes? How could anyone find happiness in catching fishes that are inedible and have nothing but bones? And so, I stood there for about 30 minutes, watching people catch nothing. And look, there are so many rocks over at the canal, your rod could just hook on them easily. I watched this man, trying so hard to release his hook from the rock. I almost burst out laughing. Okay, ciao/ 2:57 AM • Monday, December 22, 2008 We never meant what we say, but we meant what we never say. We call them "intentions". You were right. So I am calling off those intentions. Alright, right now, I will be going off to blade. Ciao. 4:47 PM • I am one single voice, what can I do to erase? 2:10 PM • Sunday, December 21, 2008 I have 2 hands to hold this globe. I was eating noodles and I think I got some stuck in my nose. As much as I want to get it out from my nose, it insists to stay there. So, I am typing this post down with bits of noodles in my nose. Shh, I know its disgusting but I don't really care. I can't wait for that fat girl to come back on Monday. Hey, your holidays are ending! Now come back. Remember, buy as much Vodka as you can. Just got home after catching a movie. I wanted to die laughing in the theatres because I think it is really funny and I mean it seriously. Wait, what did I watch again? Yes man? Yes, Yes man. Walked down the streets for beancurd, those syruppppppppp.......................... Shit. Fats. Alright, I just got a dump. Feels really good. I am pretty much sure that this doesn't feel comfortable enough and I wouldn't want it. I guess I should pace myself now. In case I fall any deeper. Bitch, I am going to sleep for 5 hours, wake up and eat shit at work again. This time, till 10pm.... I want to get away from it but I couldn't find anyone to replace me. I am peeling off skin from my fingers and I barely have any finger nails now. I got no ideas how to end this, okay ciao. HOLD ON, PRATA PRATA PRATA PRATA plus TEA. There you go, wx. Okay, now ciao ciao. 12:29 AM • Friday, December 19, 2008 Another 30 Hopefully Shila comes back with that tax free vodka so that we can use the rest of the money for something else. Christmas christmas. I sprained my neck while waiting for Nad, I don't know how I did that because from what I remember, I was reading my magazine and I wanted to look where Nad is, I couldn't shift my neck back into place. We were walking along cine at about 7? Whenever I am there, I cannot stop imagining how bird shit would fall into my mouth, especially if I am innocently yawning. Work tomorrow.....................................................................Ciao. 11:27 PM • Thursday, December 18, 2008 "There's no way now, you got a different status from before." Christmas's round the corner, which means I'll be staying up late nights with my favourite people. Awesome much. I just couldn't stop describing how excited I am. And so.... I've been working for almost everyday this week. Thank god that tomorrow is my off day. I probably sleep till late afternoon, wash up, transform myself into a runner, grab my towel and go for a jog. I am a runner not because I run fast, not because I run far. Am I right Hafiz? To think again, new year is arriving in less than a month's time? Mom said we'll be going back to Thailand for a month, I can't wait to get out of here........... - Let me see.. I need to get more frames soon to fill up the space. I need to clear all my books on my study table before my mom starts to scream. I need to learn how to not put my laptop on the floor because I always end up stepping on it every time I wake up. I am.. glad that I pulled myself out. 8:41 PM • Monday, December 15, 2008 Farz and I were taking a break behind the loft during work and we saw this dinosaur near those flower pots. Have you ever seen a lizard that poses for the camera? Because this one poses for Farz and I. She wanted to store it in a container and bring it home. What ever this photo is, I know I am pretending to touch that horse/pony/donkey or whatever you call it. I look like a cheenapok going crazy over horses. In fact, I am a cheenapok with white dead-looking skin and cool. I am on a foreign land. When dusk sets in, that foreign land start to shift into place and become somewhere familiar to me. It is becoming a daily routine already. We are not acting, so quit your game. 10:01 PM • Sunday, December 14, 2008 Finding out, seeing more. 10:12 PM • I caught Wildchild in the theatres. I didn't know that Emma Roberts have 2 big moles on her face? Oh, or is it the screen that is dirty? I watched half of the movie because the screen is half of cathay's or GV. 9:22 PM • Saturday, December 13, 2008 11:03 PM • Answer to your post We never believe to be one we never thought we would be. We do not listen to the speak of devils to bring us down. Because nothing's broken. 10:46 PM • so where do we go now? Did I ever tell you guys I looooooooooooooove snakes? ------------------------------------------------------ We are not fighting for anything now. I drew that line myself, I should know. I pulled my heart out for a million times, for a million reasons. 12:12 AM • Thursday, December 11, 2008 OKAYYYYYYYYYY, I heard my classmates said it was raining. The clouds heard mee. 3:39 PM • Blindness in black YESSSSSSSSSSS, my vest and jacket is on the way. My friends are going to scream at meeeeeeee because of the balance in my bank. I need a pair of handcuffs. 've been checking the email for updates. Check emails, checking the emails, checking emails. Sounds so Plainsunset. I have to go over to my grrrrrr workplace and then sit in that cold room, look at the rest of their faces. Christina needs to laugh. I cannot keep quiet for a second and I am sure I would die in Nad's class. Shila and I. Our holidays start from tomorrow onwards. We will be catching a movie over at town while losers stay in school and face laptops. Or are we the losers instead? Okay, hush. Rain rain rain rainnnnnnnnnnn now bitch. I want to tuck into my blanket and kiss my pillow. RAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH. Stop. 2:57 PM • Photos of you, photos of me I couldn't get over the same plight we are facing. Shila started laughing because she realised whenever she scolds me, she is applying to herself as well. 11:32 AM • Wednesday, December 10, 2008 Aerosmith said: "Dream on" I woke up at 3 and for another 1 hour and 30 minutes class is going to end. And so, I went to Ikea to get some tealight candles and frames. Now, my room smells of cranberries, hmm. I got all my favourite pictures framed up and my wall looks ten thousand times nicer now. I am so happy and didn't know how to show my happiness so I bit my sister's arm. She screamed and it makes me happier. Not. I was just kidding. I created a huge mess in my room with paint all over the floor and it was my mom's turn to scream. We take turns to scream, sounds like one big family. no? I will be working on most days of my 3 weeks holidays while Shila, enjoying her holidays over at Bangkok. I can't wait for our trip to Bintan next year! I missed snorkling the other time when I went there with my school mates so I am going to do it with Shila next year. I could imagine us under waters, seeing clown fish around us. Turning in now. Ciao. 11:13 PM • Tuesday, December 9, 2008 Happy Birthday dad It was dad's birthday on the 6th of December. 9:29 AM • Sunday, December 7, 2008 I don't know why I would use this picture because this post is a pretty angry one. So I am back after disappearing for a couple of days. Work is being a bitch. Totally. This stupid guest got angry with me because she had to walk just a few steps and her husband got angry with me like I just fuck his wife with someone else's dick, he knocked my knee with his pram intentionally. He can eat my shit. Eat my S-H-I-T. I hope his dick rot and drop somewhere in the zoo. I could just pick it up and feed it to my favourite animal which is the snake, but of course. I can bearly stand people who thinks that they are, I-DIG-23-DOLLARS-FROM-MY-ASS to pay for this admission and sit the CHOO CHOO TRAIN means people like me have to place a red carpet for them to walk. Like Shila's blog, YOU CAN KISS MY ASS or my dog's, you choose. You can carry your pram on the tram yourself and I am not lending my helping hand. People who have ears at their backside, ask you to move aside don't want to move. DIE BETTER. V. Good. Senior? For God's sake. Look at your dick, can hardly erect already. Stop flirting around, and not understanding others. You barely do any shit work and stand there like some statue. HELLO? This is no longer a stone age or whatsoever you call it. And scold others for not ushering people to the side? She had to take care of the cashbox, sell tickets, check tickets Reasonable, no? Oh my god, sorry to the most capable man in the whole wide world. Maybe she is slow, dumb and everything wrong. YOU ARE SO EFFICIENT. WHY DON'T YOU TAKE OVER HER??!!!! Let's see how the system goes. You probably see the whole zoo close down. hee. I lost my respect to those who side people who have a higher rank than us, lowly people. MAY YOU ROT IN HELL. Farz said, "THANK YOU PARTY MY ASS." Yes. I wanted to laugh my lungs out and die on the spot. You don't have to thank us. Because I am not helping you, I was just earning money. I slack, I laugh, I play. 10:38 PM • Thursday, December 4, 2008 Kose black mask The Body Shop gift Card Candy canes Pens 7:20 PM • Wednesday, December 3, 2008 The skies were once paved with gold, now they rain on us all I guess I've been missing out a lot lately. I caught up with Nicky today and he said to be someone better, there are so many sacrifices to be made, painful sacrifices. "The fact that it is already 15 months and fighting over such small matter, disappoints me." Christmas's round the corner. What beats having all my favourite people around me. My basketball team is planning to celebrate Christmas over at Cheryl's place on 22nd Dec. Early Christmas because most of us can't make it on the day itself. We will be making dinner for ourselves and the usual present exchange. Most likely a stayover, I bet Georgina and guys would be drunk by then. Haa. On Christmas Eve, Shila and guys would be booking a hotel room since chalets are all fully-booked. Count down, and party. I could picture it already. Can't wait! Self reminder: Bring my stupid digi cam and video the whole night, and replay on the next day! 2:34 PM • I hate that post of yours, because I am in the picture. Please pull me out of this because I don't know anything neither do I want to know. Its not my fault if he wants to say things like that because I did not bribe him to do so? You said that you are not blaming me but neither are you protecting me from all those comments you received after your post. 9:25 AM • Tuesday, December 2, 2008 I've stop crying, have you stop laughing? If not for mom, I would still be longing for your presence. That situation made me realise how much you are redundant in my life and that leaving you is all worth it. My brother told me, "Sis, Singapore needs to save water so stop wasting water. Cry so much for what." Now, I am recycling water like NEwater. I want to love myself with all my hard earned money. 3:33 PM • Monday, December 1, 2008 Shila said drawing on the skin is becoming a trend now, because she sees many people doing that. I got this art piece over here on my hand drawn by Hafiz. I tried spamming his msn and when he's blogging. I like Cognitive lessons because I get to sit beside him and pinch his nipples. You don't know how accurate I could aim yours. I deleted all my posts, all my "sad" posts. I am tired of getting tired. Getting my pay real soon and I can't wait to celebrate christmas with all my friends. Basketball team mates and school mates. I want to hit The Body Shop, get a corkboard from Ikea, print many photos, and love myself with good food. Talking about food, I am getting fatter each day because everyday, I have a reason for eating Macs. I am dying, save me Cath. 9:09 PM •