Thought it will be over by now, but it won't stop.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

18 years of living..

I have so many reasons to live. Each and every one of you explains why I am smiling today. Its clear to me how very important you guys are to me. We might be leading different lives, we might be very busy with others, but I guess we hold each other in our hearts. ;)

I had the most unexpected surprise ever. Oh wait, surprises are meant to be unexpected. I am going to type a composition! Bear with me.

On Friday night.. I was with Shila, Casper and Xue Peng(Cas's friend) Ah, I shouldn't start with Friday. Too long winded.

Ethan and friends said they opened a bottle for me and ask me to join them for a drink under my void deck, which I did. We started drinking from 11pm. I was texting Oliver throughout and he kept asking me what am I doing for 3 times which I suspected a little but didn't care much because he got bad memory sometimes. Casper asked me whether I am home safely and its a normal thing he would ask. At 11.55pm, Dian called to wish me an early birthday. At 12am, I was sitting with my friends and they asked me not to turn around. I am stubborn like that, so I turned and saw allllllllllll of them with a birthday cake. Oliver said my reaction is priceless.

Shila, Nad, Dian, Zie, Syed, Fadly, Oliver, Casper, Denan and Awi! I hit them the moment I see them because I was really touched. This is how I express myself I guess. Haa. I wanted to cry, really.

You guys did it man! (L) Thank you Oliver, for driving them here. ;)

They came over to my house. I opened the bottle my mom gave me for my birthday present earlier. I can't remember what happened but I know I vomited. I know Awi and Zie played the guitar. I can remember Denan and Awi went home early because they have to wake up early the next day. While sending Syed home, Oliver had to stop the car because I need to puke. Twice. Zie laughed and said I puke alot. I laughed a little too. Bedok macs for breakfast, then home.

The rest slept the moment we came back to my house.

My primary school friends came in the afternoon! Thanks guys, for the cake mixer. We've known each other for so long. I am glad that we've walked this far and our friendship is still counting. I can never stop thanking you guys. ;) You guys put up a good celebration for me. I appreciate it.

We went over to Vivo in the late afternoon. Initial plan was to go luging at Sentosa but sadly.. it was raining. Caught a movie, "Role Models". I slept. Hahaha. Thank god I didn't sprain my neck.

Weixiang came over to my doorstep to pass me something at 11.30pm. Thank you fat. Before 12 huh! NICEEEE.

Best birthday ever. Don't you think so?

P.S. "Naddddddd, your bf is acting cute!!!!!!!" He took the spotlight away from me! What a bitch! :P"

I love.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Bird park

Loft lory. I had fun laughing at how the birds scratch Denise's face and how those birds peck on Kun Yao's neck. I want to go there again.

We will never get enough of that Taboo game.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Casper's early birthday celebration

We had a mini celebration since Casper's birthday is nearing. Most of them are from the zoo. I remember eating a lot and playing taboo.

Games such as taboo cause me to have adrenaline rush every time, they say I look stress up. Haaa.

Happy early birthday to Casper. Till then. (:

Beneath light

I was playing pool on yahoo with Shila and I got the black ball in so many times. She refuses to let me go to the toilet, I can hardly aimmmmmmmmm.

I am currently rotting at home like that right now. I need to learn how to use facebook. I am quite a lazy person you know.....

Ciao

Cereals at 2.43pm

Nutcrunch cereals with milk at 2.43pm. I can barely taste with block nose. Ahhhh

"Let truth bite me."

Maybe we are both of different individuals, looking at different perspectives. We are at different levels. I never thought of dominance, I just want it simple. That's tht.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Stay home

I need to get more more frames on Thursday. I know I've been wanting to do it but I am quite busy lately. Reminding myself here.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Come to an end

Most of our pictures are taken at Starbucks and I ran out of names to describe my folders.

Location of Starbucks would be better? I guess I got a collection of it already.

I just came back from a make-up and grooming session in school. The red lipstick looks scary on me. I pretty much think its enjoyable to learn so many things, especially during hands-on. Some of them said I looked stress doing make-up, I laughed because I think I am always looking like that when I am concentrating on something. Fascinating.

I need a shower now, gotta go out sooon. Till then.

(L) update soon.

Friday, February 13, 2009

4.05am

In that cold room, people in white robes rushing in and out of rooms.
Stern faces behind doors, words remain as words.
Advices stay as advices, its me at the end of the day.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

I can't sleep.

A place to grow

Been busy with this and that.

Monday, February 9, 2009

Happy Birthday

Hi,

Happy birthday. I've got no clever lines in my head but just here to wish you a sincere one. Things are never easy sometimes, but as you grow older, you will find a way. Perhaps, you've learnt how to put things into you and refuse anyone to be involved so that it remains safe in you. I just hope everything goes well for you, and I mean it. I wouldn't apologise for what I never did. I am sorry for how weak this is. That's that. I never had a chance to explain and to think about it, I've got nothing to explain. Its clear in me.

May happiness grow within you as you get older. Those words I said to you, I hope they remain in your head. Do not lose yourself. Enjoy yourself on this very day.

It is only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it were the only one we had.

Stay happy, stay you.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

BUSYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

thanks for that stranger moves

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Dry and out

Hakim decided to hang out with us. Actionssss count. :) Finally! I only remember how he tried to advertise Kiehl's product to me whenever we walk pass that shop. Its going to work for the whole world if it works on you! HAH.

MORE MORE MORE.

Friday, February 6, 2009

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Halfway done

This is my first time working on a quiet weekday. I felt my legs breaking after standing for the whole day with no souls to distract me. Shila got transfered over to somewhere else. Hakim, Shila and I supposed to catch a movie but slots were all full.

While going home, Hakim asked me, "Where can we find god?". I got every answer of mine wrong. He said "dhobyghaut". I pinched his nipples and we went home.

Night people.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

More pictures!

Hey peopleeeeee! I am watching Greatest American Dog right now. The competition is getting intense. I don't know what's so fanscinating, rahhhhhh. "Who's going to live in the kennel next?", "Who's going to french their dog?" and "Eliminate that guy right now!".

FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU, sorry I was just feeling crappy for that one minute.
Ok back. Now I am watching Ghost hunters. I like it when they start shouting because it keeps me awake for a while. "You didn't have the chance to make things right and your daughter died. Tell me maybe I could turn it around and I can help you."

East Coast Park, Parkway Parade, Suntec City, Esplanade, Clark Quay
More, more and more!

Tsk tsk.

Sha says he's doing the cupid. HAHAHAHHA. ok stop.

I got work tomorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrow! Double tsk. AHHHHHHH.
Hakim, better turn up tml!
CIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!


Christina Go ahead, fall down. The world looks different from the ground. -Oprah Winfrey- Ama Adilla Angie Amirah Baky Catherine Dian Denan Esther Farhan Farzana Fiona Hafiz Kim-Chi Lilian Nadhea Oliver Peishan Ryan Sam Sharon Shihui Shakila Simin Umairah Xinkai Zie September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 Bituwin - template Dementee - image	Saturday, February 28, 2009 18 years of living.. I have so many reasons to live. Each and every one of you explains why I am smiling today. Its clear to me how very important you guys are to me. We might be leading different lives, we might be very busy with others, but I guess we hold each other in our hearts. ;) I had the most unexpected surprise ever. Oh wait, surprises are meant to be unexpected. I am going to type a composition! Bear with me. On Friday night.. I was with Shila, Casper and Xue Peng(Cas's friend) Ah, I shouldn't start with Friday. Too long winded. Ethan and friends said they opened a bottle for me and ask me to join them for a drink under my void deck, which I did. We started drinking from 11pm. I was texting Oliver throughout and he kept asking me what am I doing for 3 times which I suspected a little but didn't care much because he got bad memory sometimes. Casper asked me whether I am home safely and its a normal thing he would ask. At 11.55pm, Dian called to wish me an early birthday. At 12am, I was sitting with my friends and they asked me not to turn around. I am stubborn like that, so I turned and saw allllllllllll of them with a birthday cake. Oliver said my reaction is priceless. Shila, Nad, Dian, Zie, Syed, Fadly, Oliver, Casper, Denan and Awi! I hit them the moment I see them because I was really touched. This is how I express myself I guess. Haa. I wanted to cry, really. You guys did it man! (L) Thank you Oliver, for driving them here. ;) They came over to my house. I opened the bottle my mom gave me for my birthday present earlier. I can't remember what happened but I know I vomited. I know Awi and Zie played the guitar. I can remember Denan and Awi went home early because they have to wake up early the next day. While sending Syed home, Oliver had to stop the car because I need to puke. Twice. Zie laughed and said I puke alot. I laughed a little too. Bedok macs for breakfast, then home. The rest slept the moment we came back to my house. My primary school friends came in the afternoon! Thanks guys, for the cake mixer. We've known each other for so long. I am glad that we've walked this far and our friendship is still counting. I can never stop thanking you guys. ;) You guys put up a good celebration for me. I appreciate it. We went over to Vivo in the late afternoon. Initial plan was to go luging at Sentosa but sadly.. it was raining. Caught a movie, "Role Models". I slept. Hahaha. Thank god I didn't sprain my neck. Weixiang came over to my doorstep to pass me something at 11.30pm. Thank you fat. Before 12 huh! NICEEEE. Best birthday ever. Don't you think so? P.S. "Naddddddd, your bf is acting cute!!!!!!!" He took the spotlight away from me! What a bitch! :P" I love. 11:28 PM • Wednesday, February 25, 2009 Bird park Loft lory. I had fun laughing at how the birds scratch Denise's face and how those birds peck on Kun Yao's neck. I want to go there again. We will never get enough of that Taboo game. 12:33 AM • Thursday, February 19, 2009 Casper's early birthday celebration We had a mini celebration since Casper's birthday is nearing. Most of them are from the zoo. I remember eating a lot and playing taboo. Games such as taboo cause me to have adrenaline rush every time, they say I look stress up. Haaa. Happy early birthday to Casper. Till then. (: 10:15 PM • Beneath light I was playing pool on yahoo with Shila and I got the black ball in so many times. She refuses to let me go to the toilet, I can hardly aimmmmmmmmm. I am currently rotting at home like that right now. I need to learn how to use facebook. I am quite a lazy person you know..... Ciao 7:17 PM • Cereals at 2.43pm Nutcrunch cereals with milk at 2.43pm. I can barely taste with block nose. Ahhhh 2:43 AM • "Let truth bite me." Maybe we are both of different individuals, looking at different perspectives. We are at different levels. I never thought of dominance, I just want it simple. That's tht. 1:35 AM • Tuesday, February 17, 2009 Stay home I need to get more more frames on Thursday. I know I've been wanting to do it but I am quite busy lately. Reminding myself here. 11:22 PM • Monday, February 16, 2009 Come to an end Most of our pictures are taken at Starbucks and I ran out of names to describe my folders. Location of Starbucks would be better? I guess I got a collection of it already. I just came back from a make-up and grooming session in school. The red lipstick looks scary on me. I pretty much think its enjoyable to learn so many things, especially during hands-on. Some of them said I looked stress doing make-up, I laughed because I think I am always looking like that when I am concentrating on something. Fascinating. I need a shower now, gotta go out sooon. Till then. 5:42 PM • (: (L) update soon. 1:03 AM • Friday, February 13, 2009 4.05am In that cold room, people in white robes rushing in and out of rooms. Stern faces behind doors, words remain as words. Advices stay as advices, its me at the end of the day. 2:31 PM • 12:40 AM • Thursday, February 12, 2009 I can't sleep. 4:05 AM • A place to grow Been busy with this and that. 1:35 AM • Monday, February 9, 2009 Happy Birthday Hi, Happy birthday. I've got no clever lines in my head but just here to wish you a sincere one. Things are never easy sometimes, but as you grow older, you will find a way. Perhaps, you've learnt how to put things into you and refuse anyone to be involved so that it remains safe in you. I just hope everything goes well for you, and I mean it. I wouldn't apologise for what I never did. I am sorry for how weak this is. That's that. I never had a chance to explain and to think about it, I've got nothing to explain. Its clear in me. May happiness grow within you as you get older. Those words I said to you, I hope they remain in your head. Do not lose yourself. Enjoy yourself on this very day. It is only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it were the only one we had. Stay happy, stay you. 12:21 AM • Sunday, February 8, 2009 BUSYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. thanks for that stranger moves 7:20 PM • Saturday, February 7, 2009 Dry and out Hakim decided to hang out with us. Actionssss count. :) Finally! I only remember how he tried to advertise Kiehl's product to me whenever we walk pass that shop. Its going to work for the whole world if it works on you! HAH. MORE MORE MORE. 12:11 AM • Friday, February 6, 2009 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! 1:00 AM • Halfway done This is my first time working on a quiet weekday. I felt my legs breaking after standing for the whole day with no souls to distract me. Shila got transfered over to somewhere else. Hakim, Shila and I supposed to catch a movie but slots were all full. While going home, Hakim asked me, "Where can we find god?". I got every answer of mine wrong. He said "dhobyghaut". I pinched his nipples and we went home. Night people. 12:45 AM • Wednesday, February 4, 2009 More pictures! Hey peopleeeeee! I am watching Greatest American Dog right now. The competition is getting intense. I don't know what's so fanscinating, rahhhhhh. "Who's going to live in the kennel next?", "Who's going to french their dog?" and "Eliminate that guy right now!". FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU, sorry I was just feeling crappy for that one minute. Ok back. Now I am watching Ghost hunters. I like it when they start shouting because it keeps me awake for a while. "You didn't have the chance to make things right and your daughter died. Tell me maybe I could turn it around and I can help you." East Coast Park, Parkway Parade, Suntec City, Esplanade, Clark Quay More, more and more! Tsk tsk. Sha says he's doing the cupid. HAHAHAHHA. ok stop. I got work tomorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrow! Double tsk. AHHHHHHH. Hakim, better turn up tml! CIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! 1:55 AM •