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Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Many times
I need to sit down and let thoughts flow in. I guess I am only human afterall. I feel like any other girl and I don't know what you think of me having to make a fuss out of this. Hold on, I am not making a fuss, just feeling like how a girl would feel.
Trust? I always believe in having trust, but trust comes with a whole base. To trust, you need to know who to trust. To trust is like having to deceive yourself sometimes. I don't know who stands here with me but I am wondering what else we need in building trust. Balance is crucial. It has never once slip off my mind. Despite having to feel like a fool sometimes, I continue making myself feel lousier. Confusing? I thought so too. All these uncanny emotions that I have to deal with every single day. "Give and take, never ask for more". Did we clear off this part, or it is me trying to exaggerate things? Let more flow into my mind, I need to explode.. Talk is cheap, words are just so cheap. Sweetest nothings. It makes sense to me right now, right here in my room. I couldn't figure out how talk could turn out to be just breath but now I definitely can. No, you didn't do anything bad. Thinking how can things ever work out. How long can I try fitting a lifestyle I've never gone through before? How long will it take for me to alter my personality just to fit in? Tonight is like any other night. They do a repetition. |