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Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Switch on, Switch off
People come and go. They might be close to you once, or even your best friend. Making you wonder what have you exactly done wrong or whether you've put in enough to keep it stable.
We tend to ask others, "Am I really a good friend and if yes, why do these people have to leave?" Yep, I've seen many people leaving me. Too many and its pretty tiring. Its like starting to learn a whole new game. Friends are hard to come by, I appreciate every one of them and I mean it. I am not here just to preach but you know, feelings stay as feelings. You've heard of, "you give is what you always get". You may get tired of being too giving sometimes because you always expect something and get nothing in return. I wouldn't want someone to do something I wouldn't want them to do. I wouldn't want someone to stop being friends with me. I wouldn't want to do something to hurt my friend. I wouldn't want to be here typing all this shit when I can do something else instead. I wouldn't want to lose a friend. I wouldn't want to lose a friend. How far can you expose yourself to your best friend? Does it make sense if I have the intentions to hurt my best friend and yet tell him/her everything about myself? Sorry if I don't make sense. But you know what, I tried my best as a friend and I am your friend if you want me to be. I am just upset how people can leave without hearing a single explanation. Its really unfair. What if you were me? How would you feel? Friendship is like a "put yourself into my shoes" kinda thing. I will never stop trying unless you want me to. I've picked up many constructive knowledge from situations and situations. Its not the end, never the end. I've got to know new people, and these people are awesome people and they get better. I've learnt to be appreciative. It doesn't mean I've forgotten about that friendship we used to have, its there, at least for me. "People come and go." Some people disappoint you time and time again. It just shows how much they don't cherish you. Leave, you deserve better friends. Its not as if they revolve around you. As for me, we didn't even manage to clear it off. |